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Friday, May 19, 2006 at 3:10 PM
turn up the radio. blast the stereo right.
fuck today. it sucks. like totally. the day where DOOMS day is here. real DOOMS DAY OK ! bloodyhell. results. fucks it. oh wells, i guess i really played too much. real too much. wasnt feeling good at all ! but i dunno why when the bloody group of gays came, they started doing stupid stuff and i laughed. I LAUGHED ! alright, damns it. gonna get it from my papa. & mama. & aunty. daaaammmnn ! wanna know my results ? oh ya, im so freaking pissed. in 3EA for chinese, im like the lowest. and u wanna know the lowest mark ? its 62 ! bloody idiot.

THIS ARE SHIATS -
english - i think border line pass.
maths - 54/100
chinese - 62/100
combined humanities - 53/100
literature - 48/100
combined science - 75/170
home econs - 36.5/100

hopefully maths get 60 plus. cos CA1 get 72%. ok, i hate talking bout results now. bloody idiotic. dun ask me bout it again ok. all here. go see and see whether u get better or wad fuck ok. damns. i dunno why now everytime is play play play. bloody idiot. and im feeling something missing somewhere. always. i dun like to sigh at all. but i dunno why im sighing today. HAIZ. ytd and today is games of majong. i dunno why i like love majong now. its so fun ! especially playing with the gays and cheejie and alicia. so fun ! (: fun is fun, but the hole wont be filled up. only one can help. i also dunno why i feel happy when the gays are around. GAYS ah, u guys rock my smelly socks ! really mans ! thks to them.

darling, i dunno whats wrong now man. haiz. so many missing holes leh.. im waiting for u to help me fill them up. budden now like, we so quiet and not as close as each other anymore. is there anything wrong ? and also, i've been thinking much and many.. bout you. and its like, we dun sms and talk much as before le. i really missed those days. i miss my laughter. i miss your smile. i miss your everything. I MISS YOU. :( maybe things will get better. and i really hope so you know. cos i really love you alot. and its like i like lost my another part of life away. although im always smiling or laughing away, but deep down inside, no one knows. no one. maybe you also dunno. haiz. i shldnt write these down here. i shld write it some where and save it. store it in the com. because its the part of my feelings. when maybe one day, i will show it all to you.. ALL. maybe now you leaving me with my friends so that they can make me happy. becos u know u cant really make me happy. but i want u to make me happy. i want you to stay with me everytime to like make me like the EVERYTHING of you. sighs. hate this feeling you know. of the not being close and all. i miss you alot. i wanna tell you everytime. but its like, i dunno how to express myself. darling I WANT U ! U!U!U!U!
LYMM darling ! MYMM DARLING ! i miss talking to you. miss yr voice. :( im nono happy. i want u to make me happy. :'(( muacks darling.